For me I knew I had a cocaine addiction when I couldn't go out without doing it. It was a necessity. I would also start to lie on what I was doing and when I was doing it. I would prefer to hang out with people who had it versus my friends.
I have consistantly stated that my drug of choice is marijuana, my drug of chaos is crack, unfortunately I can't afford my drug of choice and I would much rather get stoned and listen to music, than hit the pipe and geek out the window
Tho I am cut I am not slain, so I shall lie down and bleed a bit and rise to fight again another day.
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