I suffered from a ED for many years and I know what I saw at the time. I was never happy how I looked no matter how skinny I got I could not see it. I guess it is the actions associated with what you do. I wasn't happy with my weight. I would eat and purge to not put on weight and that kept going until I realized I needed help.
The main indicator is if you have distorted body image. This can manifest itself in many ways. Some people become anorexic or bulimic and others over eat.
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