i'm 25 and for about 9 months now i have been abusing every medication given to me i want to stop so bad but i dont have the money or the insurance these rehab ppl are asking for im tired of being like this i have 3 kids 6 yrs 1 yr and another only 3 months i desperatley want to stop ut im so scared i tried once and the pain is just unbearable please help cause id so much rather be dead than to go through withdrawls help please :cry: :cry: :cry:


First you need to breathe. Call up a confidant and tell them everything. Let them arrange for you a detox center or if you feel that is to strenuous then at least a meeting with an addiction recovery counselor. Remember to take time and sit and cry and breathe. Ask the Almighty for help.