I can't stand it anymore, I have been using cocaine/crack for about 3 years,it use to be for fun once in a while, now it is every day, and I can't stand it, I need help, I want to stop, I work for a judge and I feel that I can't tell anyone about my problem for reasons that I think would affect my "status". I would appreciate any information/help anyone could give me!!!
Sinlou

Definitely don't risk your job and career, just SEEK HELP!
I don't think it will affect your status if the judge is understanding. You need to seek help. That is most important.