Ketamine

I have a severe addiction to being high (on a variety of drugs) however the one drug I don't have control over is Ketamine. It's taking over my life, and I know it's bad for me.

I keep trying to stop it, but before I even realize what's going on, I have a straw in my nose and a line cut on a mirror.

I need serious help. My parents know that in the past I have done drugs, but they don't know the extent to which it goes. I want to be institutionalized, but I feel so disgusted and ashamed... so much so that I can't bring myself to talk to my parents.

Is there any way I can be mended???

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