I have 4 pills left (hydrocodone) and that anxious, knawing feeling in my stomach knowing I cant get anymore for awhile, knowing that I am going to go thru withdrawal....I really want to quit, I am starting a new job soon and have to get it out of my system. I dont even know what to expect...How am i going to have the energy and happiness that these pills have given me? Can I feel that way without them? I am being brutally honest for the first time in a long time...I dont take alot of them, I just take em every day...I buy em on the street when I cant get them elsewhere. I just want to break this chain...I wanna feel like the old me again...what will happen during the process of withdrawal, what natural remedies may help? If anyone has some advice please let me know. Thank you in advance :)


stay strong.
I know it's been a while since you first posted - I just wanted to see how you are doing. I went through the same thing twice - If you did get off of them then you already know what happens to your body when you quit, I had to start using suboxone to finally stop. I only take one suboxone every three days now, and yes I finally have energey, and am happy. I have a "normal" day - whatever that is, rather than stressing about where I'm going to get tomorrows pills, or how I'm going to pay for the pills I got today. I've been clean since November, it's hard, but it's possible. Hopefully you've already found what works for you.
If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get, what you've always got.
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