Bulimic Housewife; Today is a new day...

So, here I am a desperate housewife come to life! I am new to recovery and have a great outlook on it, but I am frightened to death at what each new day will bring me. Its terrible to live your life a lie and live one life in secret when everyone else around you thinks you are perfect. Perfect house, perfect husband, perfect children, and just one problem...when no one is around you binge and purge four, five, six times a day just to get by. It was like a horribel drug I couldn't get rid of. I knew it was wrong, I still do. But I fight every minute of everyday not to run to my fridge and devour all last weeks leftovers and jet to the toilet.

I was officially recovered five years ago. I was done for good I said, never going to do it again. Then I found out I was pregnant with my second child and that sealed it for me...I was getting clean. Then after he was born and I began feeling things I have never felt before, that "old friend" came back in my life and almost killed me. But, here I am, ready to face the world again. I want to be healthier, happier, and stronger and anyone who wants to join my force...give a yell!! I hope to meet some wonderful people here who can help me and perhaps take my help too. Good luck and good health.

Sarah