Joined: 04 Jan 2008 Posts: 6 Location: Coastal in California
Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2008 9:53 pm Post subject: It is time
I wonder what will be different this time. I am tired of overeating and feeling lousy afterward. It is like an alcohlic. The first drink leads to the 2nd and third like the chocolate donut. The first one feels good and the 2nd and 3rd feel better. Both addictions can cause death and I am not ready to die because of my addiction. I need help!1 I need a higher power to guide me through this. I have been to OA meetings off and on for at least 20 plus years. I do well, and then I stop going and here I am again. What will I make different this time I ask myself.
When I signed up for this I put tomorrow as my recovery date hoping that will be the truth.
I would like to have someone to talk to about this, if you are willing please post.
I also joined OA on line so I can do both.
One moment at a time!!
I felt the same thing for years. BAck for, back and forth. Good one week and then back to the same old ways the next week. I finally check into a treatment center. I had to change something. I am not saying it is the way for everyone but it might help with just a visit to the doctor or a consultation.
