Dont know what to do.

[Caligirl]

Recently my boyfriend got in a MAJOR motorcycle accident. Hes in critical condition and i wish i could do more for him.
Since the accident I have recently also discovered he wanted to hook up with my friends and was possibly hooking up with his ex girlfriend. I love him to death but he has never seen how much I care for him. If i look amazing and help him recover i figure he will finally get it in his head that i love him
Anyways I havent been eating since his accident and Im not sure if its the best thing for me to do. Im depressed, hurt, and super weak. Is there a way other then eating to get my strength back. I need to work but im not ready to eat yet. I should of stopped him from going riding this would of never happened.